Its precisely 12.25 a.m..... I'm not yet asleep....I hate staying up late these days because i'm usually too tired... but today, i feel extra philosophical. I decided to stay up late anyway. Feels good after a long time. I live in the security that i can sleep in cause tomorrow's a holiday!! Yippeeee!!
Anyway.... Looking back on the person i was, the person i wanted to be and the person i've become....I've come a long way. I'm proud of myself, but i know for a fact that i could not have done it without my loved ones. So here's a thank you to everyone in my life-
MOM-For making me forget that you're my mom. By being there for me when i needed you the most. For understanding me through my pain and for holding me close when i needed security. Thank you for everything mom
Dad-For teaching me all that you have. Life would be so dull without you around. In fact, it IS when you go out of town!
Arthi-Well there's too much you've taught me. You've taught me to stand up for myself. To be strong. To have the courage to say no even if the society's pressurizing you to do something. Thank you.
Archana-For being the safety net every time i took a wacky unpredictable dive. People see me as a very mellow person. You're the only one who's seen my full craziness unplugged. Thanks for being there for me when i needed you. Thanks a hell more for being my music, lyrics, and singing guru. For all the late nights and broken dreams you helped me pick the pieces of, and not to mention all those times, i fell apart and you were the glue that held me back together. Late nights, stupid arguments, and a joint rebel against all things disney. I love you sis. Really i do <3>
Ashwini- For being there for me and for understanding what i'm going through. For always believing in me. At a point where nobody else did, it meant a lot to me. I hope you know that.
Harish-For teaching me that its possible to love somebody's arrogance. For teaching me how to go deep below the surface and search for what is the genuine person who happens to be one of the most sweetest guys i know
Neha Ramakrishnan-Thank you for teaching me to delve deeper than external appearances. For teaching me that there's no such thing as perfect and that if somebody looks perfect, something is seriously wrong, below the surface
Sithara Rasheed and Archita Sridharan-I don't care anymore. I've always hated you guys. Thank you for showing me that the world isn't all peaches and creams and that people are not going to always love me for what i am but you know what? Changing for the sake of people like you two is definitely not worth it :) Thanks for teaching me that anybody who needs me to change myself in order for them to like me is TOATLLy not worth anything :)
Kartika-For always being like, the only sincere person i know in your gang
Nikhil-For teaching me that people can change. Thank you for teaching me that after a person has changed, its stupid to go by on an impression of what they used to be. Even worse, believing in what they used to be, rather than the person they actually became.
Chethan- For always being there for me. For seeing me in my wackiest, most hyper, laziest, most awesomest moments in my life. For knowing all my faults but putting up with them and for believing in me at all times no matter what happens.
Neha Sadhwani- For being a crazy, wacky, awesome fun filled, funny, irritating lil gal. I love yew just the way you are so don't change, EVER!
Krithicka- For teaching me to be brave and stand up for myself. To expect better out of myself and to always aim for the stars cause well the sky was never enough for her ;)
Ranjitha- I may hate you now, but i did love you a lot. Thanks for being there for me no matter what. For always dishing and bitching about boys, shopping,food,clothes and stupid celebrities. For all those crazy photos. And most of all, for being a standing example of what i should never be no matter where i go or who i become. thanks for all those crazy late night text messages where we thought our lives would end without our cellphones. For all those shopping trips, slowly sipped lattes, sharing our hopes and dreams, and always loving each other unconditionally.
Naren- People might be surprised to see your name here, but the truth is, you did teach me something. You taught me not to be so open. You taught me not to carry my heart on my sleeve and that its possible for somebody to break your heart completely but thanks for also teaching me that no matter how long it takes or how hard it might be, moving on is inevitable
KSheeraja- For being the sweetest, wackiest person a girl could know :)
Sanhita- Thank you. Just plain thank you for having the guts to come up to me and apologize. I love you for it.
Shambavi- For being unbelievably sweet when i thought you'd changed. thanks a lot. missing ur mokkai a lot here sweetie!
Ajay- For being the guy i always grinned at. For keeping me captivated with your amazing poetry and stories. For being wacky, mad crazy and insane and don't you dare change cause tats the way i like u!
Arjun-for being the wackiest bestest bestesestest best friend a girl could ever even ask for! thank you so much for always being there da. keep rocking on =D
Lava didi-for being the awesomest big sister a girl could ever wish for! love you loads!
Faraz(bhaiya)- thank you for everything. For being there whenever i needed you the most. for beliving in me and my crazy wackiness no matter what and for always loving me , flaws and all :) thanks
Pranesh-For taking the effort to cheer me up with ur wacky emails. For always being such a patient listener. For always coming up with the weirdest philosophies at the most unexpected times (but making sense anyway) and for having a (literally) treasure trove of stories that make me go "wow so i'm not the only one!". I'm so glad harish introduced us pran. I don't think i'd survive in the holidays or otherwise without our weird late night chats!!
Sandy Mclain- A friend. A tutor. A sister. (nearly) A parent. And everything i ever needed and wanted. Thank you so much for always loving me and being there for me and believing in me.
PART2 coming up after the exams guys............................
