Faithless*-part one

He stands alone
his heart burning with hate
he loved her so much
but she played him like a game

He trudges on in the pouring rain
no one can see his tears
the pain of it all
rips his heart and blows it to pieces

he talks to his best friend
and she listens to him and everything he says

Shes known him
ever since
they were kids,
shes also loved him ever since then

In a flash of a moment
he saw a tear in her eye
he looked at her in surprise
and asked why she had to cry

she furiously held back tears
she loved him with all her heart
but she knew he didnt feel the same
way about her

He took a moment to hold back a silent tear
he loved her as a friend
but also as a lot more..

They looked away in a moment of awkward silence
no one knew
what to say
or what to do

He finally stands up
"I should go now" he tells her heading to the door
and starts to leave

The truth flashed before her eyes
he was completely shattered inside
there was no way she could let him do something stupid
like commit suicide

"Before you leave can i give you something i've always wanted to?"
she asked him nervously
"Its not like i care anyway"
he told her annoyed
"I thought we were friends
but this cant wait any longer"
she persisted

"Oh all right"
he finally agreed
"But make it quick
its getting late and i have to leave.."

She hurried into her room
and came out holding her prized possession
A soft white stuffed rabbit
with a tasteful note of childish infatuation
and an 'I love you' note in its paws
"I always have and always will"
she tells him blushing
"Go ahead and reject me"
she says with a weak smile
"I just thought i should let you know"

He stood rooted to the spot
speechless
he had no idea wat to say
he'd always loved her
but he'd never known
that her feelings about him were the same way

He sweeps her into his arms
and kisses her cheek
"My life has been a living nightmare this week
thanks for waking me up,
i've always liked you.
Holding you like this
is what i've always wanted to do"

She tries to talk
but gives up
when their lips met
their lives had just changed
without a moment of regret

*Note:This is a work of pure fiction,when writing this,i was not thinking of anyone in particular.
theres a part 2...anyone whos mood has been lifted by reading this poem will not feel the same when they read part 2...