Rockstar (PART 2),,,

This is not in any way related to my last post, this is all about me!

The other day, in my guitar class, not many people had showed up, it was just me, my guitar sir and this other guy i wasn't too familiar with. Sir had casually remarked that my timing was improving. I was ecstasic. (Like Charles Dickens once said "I can live off a good compliment for at least three months"). Then the other guy had to leave.

So there was nobody, just me and sir. I was getting bored. Suddenly i asked sir, "There's nobody around right, can i try my hand at the electric?" (My guitar class is held in his apartment, there are at least 12 guitars lined up,2 electric guitars and a five string bass) he was like "Yeah sure"

I picked up the guitar and he plugged it in to the amplifier. Then i started playing the intro for the starting of "Zombie" By the cranberries that my friend had taught me. An ecstasic feeling took over my fingers and i closed my eyes as i strummed hard. It felt so heavenly. Literally music to my ears.

Then sir took my guitar and was playing some riffs, it felt so amazing to hear them. Then i took the guitar and stood up, (I'd prevously been resting the guitar on my leg as i do my yamaha acoustic) and i felt another power take over me, with the strap over my shoulder, pick in my hand, and the volume knob entirely under my control, i felt euphoric. I was on an all time high as i was playing the Smoke on the water riff (By deep purple). I've only felt this high before when i was immersed in music or cutting myself. Or a combination of both. And like i said, i was euphoric.

Now i'm addicted.... Completely addicted to the electric guitar's touch... like a druggie is to heroin.... now i NEED more.... i need to feel my fingers getting cut under the pressure...i need to feel the guitar crying for mercy under me but still enjoying my touch....

Dad's promised me an electric guitar if i did well in my half yearly, completle with amp, distortion paddle, EVERYTHING.... If i get the first rank.... so i'm going to be like eat,sleep,study, just so that i can get high every single night

PEACE OUT BITZHEZ!!! \m/+